Is it really important to belong to a particular place?
Is it really important to be associated with a name?
Does this outer shell mean so much, this face?
That it can make me proud or make me kneel down with shame?
I realised i'm not very experienced with the world...
But does that mean i can't succeedin showing my own identity, my true mold?
DO i really have to act like a mad person in this mad world to move on to peacefully and breathe?
How many times do i have to kill myself?
How many times to i have to die?
How many times do i have to ask him for help?
How many times do i have to cry?
I couldn't ask anything from this world right now,
I live like a queen...
But i still feel i could leave all this
For somewhere i could LIVE away from this overwhelming scene..........
Have you ever realised how important it is to be in peace??
Without it, even a saint can go insane.....
With it , even a vagabond can become a priest
All i wish for is to find a place where i can forget all this strain....
Tuesday, 6 March 2007
ALONE......
When you need someone, you are always left alone,
When you need to share, there is no one there to care......
You are all alone, alone in this crowded hall,
You are all alone, like a picture hanging in the wall.....
When I stare back at time and try to dust the faded memories,
When I see all those smiles and try to cling on those memories.....
I am all alone, alone in this crowded hall,
I am all alone, like a picture hanging in the wall........
When you miss someone and tears blind your eyes,
When you want to talk but on the other side coldness cries.....
You are all alone, alone in this crowded hall,
You are all alone, like a picture hanging in the wall....
When I close my eyes and those moments freezes on me,
I just stare blankly and wonder whether those moments will come to me.....
I am all alone, alone in this crowded hall,
I am all alone, like a picture hanging in the wall.....
When you need to share, there is no one there to care......
You are all alone, alone in this crowded hall,
You are all alone, like a picture hanging in the wall.....
When I stare back at time and try to dust the faded memories,
When I see all those smiles and try to cling on those memories.....
I am all alone, alone in this crowded hall,
I am all alone, like a picture hanging in the wall........
When you miss someone and tears blind your eyes,
When you want to talk but on the other side coldness cries.....
You are all alone, alone in this crowded hall,
You are all alone, like a picture hanging in the wall....
When I close my eyes and those moments freezes on me,
I just stare blankly and wonder whether those moments will come to me.....
I am all alone, alone in this crowded hall,
I am all alone, like a picture hanging in the wall.....
:)
I'll never know what the future brings,
But I know you're here with me now........
We’ll make it through,
And I know you are the one I 'll share my life with.......
I dont want to run away but I can’t take it,I don’t understand......
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my guy?
I dont know why you’re so far away,
But I know that this much is true.....
We’ll make it through,
And I know you are the one I'll share my life with,
And I wish that you could be the one I die with.....
But I know you're here with me now........
We’ll make it through,
And I know you are the one I 'll share my life with.......
I dont want to run away but I can’t take it,I don’t understand......
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I dont need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my guy?
I dont know why you’re so far away,
But I know that this much is true.....
We’ll make it through,
And I know you are the one I'll share my life with,
And I wish that you could be the one I die with.....
IS IT LOVE............
When the rain falls and the wind blows,
My heart beats in a different world....
When our eyes meet and i see you smile,
My heart speaks those silent words.....
When i wake up and splash my face,
You smile in the mirror at me.....
When i go to bed and close my eyes,
YOu dance in my dreams with me....
Is it love, is it love,is it love that's happening to me,
Is it love, is it love,is it love that i am feeling for thee.....
When i am sitting alone on the mountain top,
I can hear your whispers calling me....
One moment of your sight is like a thousand delights,
I can feel my heart beat dancing inside me.....
As the sun said bye and the moon lit up the sky,
My belief grew stronger that without you i'll die....
I just want to walk to you and hold your arms,
And keep on holding it till the day i die......
Is it love, is it love,is it love that's happening to me,
Is it love, is it love,is it love that i am feeling for thee.......
My heart beats in a different world....
When our eyes meet and i see you smile,
My heart speaks those silent words.....
When i wake up and splash my face,
You smile in the mirror at me.....
When i go to bed and close my eyes,
YOu dance in my dreams with me....
Is it love, is it love,is it love that's happening to me,
Is it love, is it love,is it love that i am feeling for thee.....
When i am sitting alone on the mountain top,
I can hear your whispers calling me....
One moment of your sight is like a thousand delights,
I can feel my heart beat dancing inside me.....
As the sun said bye and the moon lit up the sky,
My belief grew stronger that without you i'll die....
I just want to walk to you and hold your arms,
And keep on holding it till the day i die......
Is it love, is it love,is it love that's happening to me,
Is it love, is it love,is it love that i am feeling for thee.......
GONY...............
Alone in darkness... a broken heart weeps
Reality's cruel blow... this was for keeps
Struggling for answers... holding onto dreams
It just goes to show... nothing is as it seems
Molten tears... gut-wrenching pain
Seems somehow... too hard to keep sane
When will this stop... why pretend?
How can this happen... is there no end?
Love's savage blow... crushed and shattered
Leaves the question... has it ever mattered?
Cruel and hard... colder than stone
Heavier than lead... standing alone
Huddled in shadow... hiding from light
Pain and agony... day and night
Escape or die... black is kind
Crippled by chains... imprisoned mind
Nothing really matters... wasted emotion
Life and love... a dangerous potion
Too many questions... too many doubts
Does it ever end... what is life all about?
Reality's cruel blow... this was for keeps
Struggling for answers... holding onto dreams
It just goes to show... nothing is as it seems
Molten tears... gut-wrenching pain
Seems somehow... too hard to keep sane
When will this stop... why pretend?
How can this happen... is there no end?
Love's savage blow... crushed and shattered
Leaves the question... has it ever mattered?
Cruel and hard... colder than stone
Heavier than lead... standing alone
Huddled in shadow... hiding from light
Pain and agony... day and night
Escape or die... black is kind
Crippled by chains... imprisoned mind
Nothing really matters... wasted emotion
Life and love... a dangerous potion
Too many questions... too many doubts
Does it ever end... what is life all about?
MY LEARNINGS.......
I believe life's rich experiences need to be shared with others - for me this is the way one builds knowledge - I am not talking about bookish knowledge, but knowledge which is more practical and can be applied to day-to-day life.
I am not a blogger nor even a writer who will pen thoughts every now and then, but at times I guess everyone thinks of many meaningful ideas which we just let go.
Have mentioned few things which I have learned in my small journey with my World. They might not make sense to a few, but for me it does.
PURPOSE OF LIFE.....
At times we wonder, what is a purpose of our lives? Why are we here? What should our life achieve? Why few people are referred as 'Great'? Who told them their purpose of Life?
Then we try to search the purpose of our existence. And in some time, we give up. We tell ourselves, "I'm here just to Live!"
No human is ever born with an objective. One needs to define the purpose of his life. Working towards it brings immense satisfaction. When you define a purpose that shall benefits all around you, you'll find a meaning to your life, in your existence. The moment you start working towards that purpose, you are on way to 'Greatness.'
DEPTHS OF LIFE
Many times we see ourselves in depths of life. We look around, only to find that we are alone. We look down, only to know that we are down at the deepest point in life. We look up, only to know that the whole world is on the top. And then we give up. Give up without thinking what we can learn.
We need to know that - only when we have seen the deepest points of life, we would be able to appreciate the peaks of life, what life can offer and what we can possibly achieve.
When we are down, don't give up on yourself. At this moment, every step that you take... lifts you up. It does :)
I am not a blogger nor even a writer who will pen thoughts every now and then, but at times I guess everyone thinks of many meaningful ideas which we just let go.
Have mentioned few things which I have learned in my small journey with my World. They might not make sense to a few, but for me it does.
PURPOSE OF LIFE.....
At times we wonder, what is a purpose of our lives? Why are we here? What should our life achieve? Why few people are referred as 'Great'? Who told them their purpose of Life?
Then we try to search the purpose of our existence. And in some time, we give up. We tell ourselves, "I'm here just to Live!"
No human is ever born with an objective. One needs to define the purpose of his life. Working towards it brings immense satisfaction. When you define a purpose that shall benefits all around you, you'll find a meaning to your life, in your existence. The moment you start working towards that purpose, you are on way to 'Greatness.'
DEPTHS OF LIFE
Many times we see ourselves in depths of life. We look around, only to find that we are alone. We look down, only to know that we are down at the deepest point in life. We look up, only to know that the whole world is on the top. And then we give up. Give up without thinking what we can learn.
We need to know that - only when we have seen the deepest points of life, we would be able to appreciate the peaks of life, what life can offer and what we can possibly achieve.
When we are down, don't give up on yourself. At this moment, every step that you take... lifts you up. It does :)
BEFORE I DIE........
I wish my brain had a 'stop' button, it always keeps on ticking and thinking. ...Thinking about crap :) and then I have to figure out some sense from it.... On a serious note, did you ever think about what you want to do before you die? I did. ...This is a collection of few dreams that I had, some as kid, some serious ones, some things I wish I had, some things I want to have. ....
They may sound foolish, but I have always believed that dreams are the channels to establish you goals. If even I may not be able to fulfill some of these, at least I hope that these might rekindle your lost dreams..... If not mine, may be your dreams might come true......
To touch lives of 1 Billion individuals-Directly or Indirectly. Doesn't matter if they know me or not..... But I want to touch lives of over 1 Billion individuals through MY World .....
To own an Island....Just a small one in Seychelles :D) ....
To fall in Love and to be Loved (too much effect of mills and boon ;D)...well it happened and its more Romantic than wat i used to imagine and its the most wonderful thing that happend to me :).....
To drive a Formula 1 car....At least one lap.... Please. ...Damages won't be paid for :p......
To win Nobel Prize....To win Nobel Prize for being a Nobel Person. ....Trying hard, very difficult. ....
To work as Secretary General, United NationsDream Job. ....So many opportunities it provides to serve others ...
To build a Spiritual Place....A spiritual place that houses all Gods and religions.... I have a T-Shirt that says - God is too big to fit in one Religion.... How true!!!
Its time that everyone realizes that religion is just means to reach God....
To be a spirit after I die. ...
Strange? Nah...
I am so much in love with life, with this world that I want to be here forever. While I live and even later........ :)
They may sound foolish, but I have always believed that dreams are the channels to establish you goals. If even I may not be able to fulfill some of these, at least I hope that these might rekindle your lost dreams..... If not mine, may be your dreams might come true......
To touch lives of 1 Billion individuals-Directly or Indirectly. Doesn't matter if they know me or not..... But I want to touch lives of over 1 Billion individuals through MY World .....
To own an Island....Just a small one in Seychelles :D) ....
To fall in Love and to be Loved (too much effect of mills and boon ;D)...well it happened and its more Romantic than wat i used to imagine and its the most wonderful thing that happend to me :).....
To drive a Formula 1 car....At least one lap.... Please. ...Damages won't be paid for :p......
To win Nobel Prize....To win Nobel Prize for being a Nobel Person. ....Trying hard, very difficult. ....
To work as Secretary General, United NationsDream Job. ....So many opportunities it provides to serve others ...
To build a Spiritual Place....A spiritual place that houses all Gods and religions.... I have a T-Shirt that says - God is too big to fit in one Religion.... How true!!!
Its time that everyone realizes that religion is just means to reach God....
To be a spirit after I die. ...
Strange? Nah...
I am so much in love with life, with this world that I want to be here forever. While I live and even later........ :)
LOST WITHOUT U.........
Can't live without you......
I would breathe the air,
and my heart would beat,
but I would not feel the joy of life........
My dreams would be lost like a leaf carted away by a storm.....
I would gaze at the starswithout appreciating theway they light up the sky.....
I would pass the roses in bloomwithout noticing their beauty.....
I would no longer look forwardto each sunset and each dawn......
I would be broken,never to be mended again.....
.Winter would own my heart;
its icy breath would stealthe warmth in my soul,
because I could not smilewithout your love......
I could not know laughteror happiness.....
If you were lost to me,I'd have no reason to try,no reason to be.......
You are my prayer,my shelter fromhopelessness and despair,my sunshine, my light,my lazy days,my peaceful nights,
and only you can keep the spark in my soul burning bright.......
I would breathe the air,
and my heart would beat,
but I would not feel the joy of life........
My dreams would be lost like a leaf carted away by a storm.....
I would gaze at the starswithout appreciating theway they light up the sky.....
I would pass the roses in bloomwithout noticing their beauty.....
I would no longer look forwardto each sunset and each dawn......
I would be broken,never to be mended again.....
.Winter would own my heart;
its icy breath would stealthe warmth in my soul,
because I could not smilewithout your love......
I could not know laughteror happiness.....
If you were lost to me,I'd have no reason to try,no reason to be.......
You are my prayer,my shelter fromhopelessness and despair,my sunshine, my light,my lazy days,my peaceful nights,
and only you can keep the spark in my soul burning bright.......
TRUST......
I waited i waited for the soul to be free.....
And created a wave of emotions for it to see....
It said to me i can only follow ur heartand be at ur side.....
Whether its sorrow or its mirth....
I asked him (soul) plz make it sure i fulfill my promise....
It just asked me are you brave enough to follow this....
I pleaded to him...i dont want to make anyone sad...
I dont want to create an image that i am bad....
It just asked me "do u want to live a plastic life of ur own"....
Or" do u want everyone to know what u have sown"....
I had no answers coz he was telling the truth..
I knew i was sad coz i was suffering my own fruit...
I betrayed the trust of someone who trusted me the most....
I have lost out on smething have become an emotional ghost......
And created a wave of emotions for it to see....
It said to me i can only follow ur heartand be at ur side.....
Whether its sorrow or its mirth....
I asked him (soul) plz make it sure i fulfill my promise....
It just asked me are you brave enough to follow this....
I pleaded to him...i dont want to make anyone sad...
I dont want to create an image that i am bad....
It just asked me "do u want to live a plastic life of ur own"....
Or" do u want everyone to know what u have sown"....
I had no answers coz he was telling the truth..
I knew i was sad coz i was suffering my own fruit...
I betrayed the trust of someone who trusted me the most....
I have lost out on smething have become an emotional ghost......
IMAGE....
Today i saw something different in me.....
I wondered along and decided to see i closed my eyes...
And decided to reach my soul and tried to find out where stood my goal....
I listened silently to the whispers of my heart.....
I tried to find out what is making me cry ....
And what is leading to mirth.....
Then i saw the mirror and saw the real change in me....
For i didnt see me....
But saw ur image in me....
At last i got something :).....
I wondered along and decided to see i closed my eyes...
And decided to reach my soul and tried to find out where stood my goal....
I listened silently to the whispers of my heart.....
I tried to find out what is making me cry ....
And what is leading to mirth.....
Then i saw the mirror and saw the real change in me....
For i didnt see me....
But saw ur image in me....
At last i got something :).....
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